Monday, February 21, 2011

24 Weeks



Can't believe that I am finally in my 25th week! I feel little baby Ella constantly and she always responds to food (my full stomach) and her Dad's voice. She is definitely most active in the morning and at night for some reason. I'm big enough now where I am starting to get uncomfortable doing basic things around the house and at work. If I drop something there is about a 50/50 chance that I'll pick it up :) Sometimes I am full of energy and other times it's hard to pull myself off of the couch. Sleeping can be super awkward and putting my shoes on in the morning has proven to be no easy task. Thank goodness that my students at school have been amazing and at night I have my hubby. We spent the majority of the weekend hanging out in San Clemente surfing (me with the video camera :), shopping, and checking out the farmers market. It's was weird because in nearly every store we were in someone asked me when I was due. A couple of people have asked here and there but this weekend it felt like every person that walked by was curious. We strolled into "Cindy's" which is a bikini store that my mom would take me to every summer to get a new swimsuit. I hadn't been there since high school and they always have the most adorable swimwear. It made me really excited to imagine myself eventually feeling comfortable in a bikini again. I always thought girls were really lame who complained about weight gain during pregnancy. It seemed like they should be focusing on the life that they were creating and not their own physical changes. Needless to say, the old saying "Don't judge someone unless you have walked a mile in their shoes!" has proven itself true once again. It's not that you mind the changes so much, it's more the feeling of discomfort and inability to do the things you once did so easily that you can't stand. Luke has been super supportive during all of my physical and emotional changes. I know that I can be difficult at times so I am very grateful for his unconditional love. I am trying to embrace this special time because I want to remember every feeling that I have, positive or negative. My favorite thing to do is just hang out at the beach because I can enjoy the weather and walking around the pier has been the extent of my exercise.

We go to the doctor again next week to check the placenta status. So far it is still low but hasn't moved so we will see at our next ultrasound. We are going to do the 3D one soon which I am super excited about. I am posting a video below of Luke surfing this weekend. I get such a thrill out of watching him so I pulled out my iphone. He is all the way on the far right :) Maybe next time I won't do this because on Sunday he had me bring the video camera.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

22 Weeks


I'm super excited to be 22 weeks along! I have another doctor's appointment tomorrow to find out if my placenta has moved upward at all. We are hoping that it is at least 2cm from the cervix so that there is a chance that I can still deliver vaginally, but I'm preparing myself mentally for either situation. I cannot believe how much my belly has popped. I feel like it looks like I'm having twins :) It's so weird to have none of my clothes fit. I have these belly bands that allow you to keep your pants unzipped and they still hold your pants up. I am desperately trying to avoid spending money on maternity work clothes, so we'll see how long these belly bands work for me. Thank goodness that leggings and long shirts are in style right now. I'm loving that I have this amazing miracle to look forward to and find myself reading up on the baby's progress everyday. I read yesterday that at 24 weeks a baby has a 50/50 chance of surviving outside of the womb if in a proper NICU. That is so crazy! It seems way to soon to even have a chance. I feel her so much inside me, it's nuts! There are times at night where she kicks so hard that Luke wonders if she's hurting my organs. I feel like she is reminding us that she is in there throughout the day. I absolutely love talking to my pregnant friends and seeing their bellies grow as well. Tarren has been kind of enough to send me some of Ava's clothes which are absolutely to die for. I'm horrible because I never want to buy anything she actually needs, only fun stuff like beachwear. It's so funny because Ella already has 3 swimsuits and one is a bikini from Lindsay (Luke swears it is too sexy for a newborn :) And so it begins...